what is in your mind?

i had a very very tiring weekend, that i think maybe i should write it down in bullet point so that it doesn't look messy.

1. i had my company's annual dinner on friday night, not attending but organizing. so i was basically running around until the event finishes. with beer in my hand of course, my source of energy :) and the dinner was great, i wouldn't mind doing it again for everyone.
   
2. went partying with the bosses after the dinner. a lot of drinking again T__T and getting a chance to watch the bosses dancing, it's priceless ;p
   
3. saturday, woke up for an early lunch with friends. head nearly exploded because of the hangover from the whiskey yesterday night.
   
4. just when the hangover was gone, i started drinking again for a friend's wedding dinner T__T how insane, at some point i think the wine just became a necessity, i couldn't live without it ;p
5. after the dinner, oh well.. the drinking from the wedding dinner wasn't enough, so again.. second round of red wine in jaya 33 :D
6. sunday was a torture, woke up early in the morning for a climb in batu caves T___T but then we had a great and satisfying lunch & movie after that. so it wasnt that bad afterall
   
   

things were a little too extreme for me these few days, emotionally and physically.

or maybe i think i wanted it to be like this. it makes me feel alive. yes, i am crazy, i love getting tortured and i hate being ignored ;p

and, i want to know how to read a person's mind badly. i want to see through people's expression, and read their thoughts. i am tired of guessing everything around me, cause i'm not smart enough to do that :/